Blogger has an app!

I realize I'm probably late to the app but whatever. I want interested in doing much blogging anyway.

We'll see what happens with easier access now.

Bloggeroid

So the last two posts were done with the Bloggeroid app. There was some kind of proxy error in the app when I originally wrote them so those posts are actually about a week or more old.

And I've been without internet access (or so I thought) so I haven't yet seen what Bloggeroid posts look like. Something to do tomorrow after errands.

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Workout Day 2

So yesterday I started this:

20 push-ups, 5x set
50 squats, 10x set
Plank, 1 minx set or 1 plank for two mins

That's my routine for the next thirty days. Homework after signing up for 96 training sessions at my gym. I feel like I might have gone a little insane, but they start taking fees on Friday. Honestly, it's the diabetes. I want to kick its a$$. I realized that ever since I first hurt my back, I quit being active. I didn't want to deal with needing medication & going to the doctor so I "managed" the pain by doing nothing.

And now I'm paying a heavy price. I've lost strength that I used to be proud of & accumulated health problems I never wanted.

So this is what I'm doing to fix it. I hope that by the end of the sessions I'll have both the practical knowledge & discipline to carry on alone.

Wish me luck & tonnes of encouragement LOL.

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The phones don't work & now it's a conspiracy

No, seriously. That's what my Aunt has made my gma think. The ringer on one phone started going out, so she had me plug in another one she had laying around. It was old also. And it's ringer didn't work either.

I suggested that since both phones were old, it's possible that yes, both ringers were bad. But no. It must be something else. Like the line going bad. Because someone older than me suggested it I'm obviously too young to know what the he'll I'm talking about.

Even though I'm the only truly tech educated person in the friggin' family.

Argh.

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Been a long time...

Last I checked no one was following, which, frankly, is great. I need to vent about living with my gma. It's been a week and I'm already getting frustrated. She seems to expect me to eat as soon as I get home & to watch tv with her.

I knew she would have expectations but somehow I also thought she would let me live my own life. Obviously I was wrong. So now I find myself trying to plan around her which I resent.

I'll figure it out. Probably some type of compromise.

I always do.

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Have

Have you released me?
Have you let go
and filtered me from your soul?

The ache and the conundrum,
the unbearable wanting, has it gone?

Have you let go?
Have you moved on?
Have you done all that you said
you would?

Am I no more to you?
Have you filled the hole I burned in your soul?
Have you let go?

Fling. Reader.

stop pretending

_easy to say
__not so to do

start with this cliche
a typical place to start

stop pretending

is it in your heart?
does it reside alongside your soul?
within the dark corners
the hidden shadows
the mists and fogs
of a well-kept
hidden soul?

stop pretending
say the truth
find the cliche
that defines you

stop pretending
you have a heart
you don't have a heart

where did that cliche run to?

just stop pretending

because I told you too



_____aren't I clever?
_____aren't I full of truth?
_____how long can I beat the dead horse
_____and make you feel it's true?

apparently as long
_as it takes
__for
___you to
____stop

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